This is the first Destiel fic I ever wrote, but it didn't start out that way. This was supposed to be a nice story about what happens between the events of "Holy Terror" and "Road Trip" and somehow turned into this. I tried to continue writing the original story, but once this came in my head, I literally couldn't concentrate until it was out. Here goes nothing....I have a couple more, so depending on how this goes, there may be more.....
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Dean called out one last time, but he knew he was too late. He sank down on the floor and gave in to the tears. It was all too much. Cas had been captured and tortured, Sammy is possessed, and Kevin....he failed to protect everyone yet again and it was more than he could bear.
"Dean?"
"Cas...."
"Yes Dean, I'm here. I came as soon as I could. What happened here? Where's Sam?" Cas walked over to Dean and noticed Kevin laying on the ground.
"Cas, you've got to save him."
"Dean, I can't...he's...." Cas really took a look at Dean. He had never seen him so broken before. He hated seeing him like this. He sat down next to Dean.
"Cas man, I fucked up. I fucked up bad. Sammy's gone....he's fully possessed and he killed Kevin, and I don't...I can't...."
"Dean, it's ok."
"No it's not. It was MY job to protect them. I failed, just like I fail at everything. I'm worthless."
"You are not worthless. You are the strongest man I know. You are not to blame for this." Cas looked at Dean and felt an overpowering need to touch him. He placed his hand on Dean's cheek and used his thumb to wipe away Dean's tears. He leaned in towards Dean and kissed him on the forehead, then on his cheek where a single tear still lingered.
"Cas, what are you doing..."
"Shhhhh..." Cas said as he kissed Dean on the lips. Dean was caught off guard. He would be lying if he said he had never thought about this moment, but now that it was happening, he was terrified. It was a soft kiss, with Dean resisting a little at first, but as the shock wore off, Dean gave into it. He parted his lips and drew Cas' soft tongue into his mouth. Cas let out a soft moan and leaned into Dean's arms. This was not his first kiss, but it certainly felt like it. It felt....right. He grabbed Dean's hair with his hands and climbed onto Dean's lap, straddling him.
Dean was still scared, but he didn't care. All he knew was that he had kissed his fair share of women, but none of them felt like this. At first he attributed it to the fact that Cas was an angel, but then he remembered Anna, and kissing her was nothing compared to this. Every inch of his skin felt like it was on fire and when Cas straddled him he thought he was going to explode. Cas felt Dean jerk underneath him and started to get up.
"I'm sorry...I don't know what came over me...I just..."
Dean grabbed him by the waist and pulled him back down.
"Cas...."
"Yes Dean?"
"Stop talking."
Dean tore off Cas' shirt and kissed him hungrily. He was in so much pain and all he wanted at that moment was his angel. He ran his hands up and down Cas' smooth back and then grabbed him by his ass, pulling him closer.
Cas grunted and bit Dean softly on his bottom lip. He kissed Dean up and down his neck, rubbing his soft lips along his stubble. He reached down and unbuttoned Dean's shirt, removing it. He planted kisses all over Dean's chest, tracing the lines of his pecs with his tongue while undoing Dean's jeans. Dean slid out of his jeans and boxers and threw them to the side. Dean was hard a rock. Cas grabbed Dean's shaft in his hands and moved them up and down.
Dean tilted his head back and closed his eyes. He really could not believe this was happening. He had watched Cas talk a million times and imagined those lips around his dick, and here he was. There's no going back now, he thought.
Cas wasn't 100% sure what he was doing, but he knew that he had reached a point that there was no turning back from. He took all of Dean in his mouth and slowly brought his head up. A low moan escaped from Dean's throat and Cas figured he must be doing something right. He tightened his lips and worked his way up and down Dean's shaft, twirling his tongue around the tip as he came up. He felt Dean grab his head and gently start easing his hips up to meet Cas as he came down. He took that as encouragement and started moving faster as Dean fucked his mouth. He tightened his jaw even harder causing Dean to scream out.
"Damnit Cas.....Fuck, that feels good...."
Dean grabbed Cas' head and thrusted faster and harder. He felt Cas reach down and massage his balls and that sent him over the edge. "Fuck.....CCCAAAAAAASSSSSSS....." He screamed out as he started shaking and busted his hot load into Cas' mouth. Cas felt Dean shaking and his instincts told him to swallow so he did. He looked up at Dean with a shy smile on his face and then laid his head on Dean's chest. Dean looked down at his angel and felt the overpowering need to say something that he'd never said to another person other than Sammy.
"Cas, I....." his voice trailed off.
"I know Dean." Cas replied.
"I love you too."
Dean smiled and drifted off to sleep with his angel in his arms, and for that moment, even with all hell breaking loose around him, he felt like everything just might be ok.